It's been really hard since loosing Mark, he is now with you.

We had his ashes placed with my mum yesterday, It was his own cremation plan he had taken out.

He would have thought we would not be around, it was a shock and very unexpected.  He would have thought Craig would be living in USA when anything happened to him, we think he would have thought it would have been Chris or Josh that would have had to deal with things as they would be his next of kin if Craig was in America.  With him and David only been partners.

With us still been alive, myself & your dad have sorted every thing out, David said Mark wanted is ashes putting at Brighouse cemetery and not on anyone's shelf, your dad & I talked with David, None of us wanted to just scatter his ashes. 

We decided to have them placed with my mum, we didn't have your grave papers.

It's sad that we did not get one message, card, or phone call from Chris, Josh or Shanny...... Mark was your brother their uncle & Shannys brother-in-law. 

You will know they never visit you, last time was the year before Amelia was born.

Wonder what you would have said to them if you could.

We will visit has often as we can while we can. Our Reece said he will help us when he can, he also does gardening in his spare time, does is granddad & grandmas garden for them too, he's turned out to be a good hard working lad.

Love & hugs to you and Mark we miss you both so much xxx