With Love.x Ken.xx We miss you now, our hearts are sore, As time goes by we miss you more, Your loving smile, your gentle face, No one can fill your vacant place.xxxxxx Love Marilyn.xx

With Love.x Ken.xx Although we're not together, We will never be apart, Because you have that special place, Right here within my heart Always and forever.xxx Love Marilyn.xxx

Hi Ken I was thinking the other day about putting a plaque or something on your resting place. I asked your dad what we could put on & ask Shanny if it was ok with her. Your dad reminded me that Shanny said in summer 2015 she had ordered a new Cross, she said we would like it as it was much better than the one that was on now.

Hi Ken, Finally managed to bring you our Michael, Clifford, your grandma's & granddad some flowers yesterday. We need to do a bit of tidying up, it's a bit cold and the grounds wet just now......I can hear you telling me "wait mum till it's warmer" because that's how you were always caring about others. I can only think of one time you didn't, I think you had a lot on your mind. Neither of us were perfect, we cared and showed we cared when it mattered. Love as always Ken miss you all the time love Mum xxxxx

Another Christmas without you Ken, we miss you so much. I have put the last xmas cards out that we had from you & the boys, which also was the last Christmas you Shanny & boys spent xmas with us. We've not had any cards from them since. I still send them birthday cards & Christmas cards even to Shanny. I'm not sure were the years a head will lead, maybe one day they will come to see us, like you wanted them to. I know it would be different if you were still here. I miss you all so much. With love as always Ken your mum xxxx

Went to check your flowers Thursday there were no weeds or grass that needed pulling out. Went up yesterday in only four days what a change.......had to use the weed killer the weeds had grown quite a lot. Need to get some more slug pellets too before the slugs eat the flowers again. Think I will have to ask our Steve or Annmarie to check & water flowers & plants for us while we are on holiday. Miss you love xxxx

Went shopping this evening to the Asda, on the way home we called at the cemetery, we did a drive through with it been late. We wanted to check your solar light that we put there on Thursday was still lit, we've not been able to come up because of all the rain. Bet your laughing Ken, I said to your dad it's not lit, your dad asked "had I switched it on" I said it was a solar light, he said "there was still a switch to switch it on" he got out of the car to have a look, Your solar star is now shining bright :) I can hear you laughing at me :) xxxxxxxxxx

Thinking of you a lot Ken, not a day goes by that I don't think of you. you and brother are always in my thoughts. I think your brother Michael you are both together. It's almost 12 months that's the longest time I've not seen you & even longer for Michael. I hope you know how much we love you and miss you both. xxxxxx

Came to water plants and flowers with it been hot yesterday, put some yellow flowers in, the sweet williams smell really nice. Miss you more than I ever thought possible, love always mum xxxxxx

Those we love don't go away, They walk beside us every day, Angels on the clouds above, Take care of my son I love, Tell him I miss him every day, In my heart he will always stay.

Hi Ken we've almost finished your resting place for you, I know you'll be pleased with what we have done. I still hate to think of you been there. I think of you all the time, It's not been able to talk to you or see you that hurts. We put some lovely bright daffodils for you wk before we went to Kaths they are still doing well. All the flowers & plants I put on do well & last quite a long time. I don't need to tell you how much I miss you. Love you loads Ken xxxxxxx

Hope you like what we have done so far love, just going to change were we have put the flower holders. love mum xxx

You or your boys will ever be forgotten not while I'm on earth. I may not be able to see you. Or get to see your boys. I know you will all be in my thoughts & my heart always. xxxxxx

I have been looking at all the photo's of you with young Eva and our Steven is been nice thinking of all the memories. Yet it's upsetting knowing we can not ring you and hear your voice, It's strange knowing we might not have seen you every month, but you were only half hour or a phone call away. Knowing your unable to phone or pop over to see us all, we are missing you more than ever. Missing our Joshua & Liam very much too. I promise I will keep trying to see them. Its hard when they are at school. Love always Mum xxxxx

Couldn't make it yesterday, managed to call today to bring you the new batteries for the candle lights. Did a bit of tidying up too, It was too cold to stay long I know you will under stand. Noticed your photo had gone along with the pegs keeping it in place?? We will bring another photo to put on when I can get some new pegs to hold it in place. Took a new windmill to put on Michaels grave as well, it's really nice and bright we could still see it spinning away when we looked back as we were leaving. Love you both loads mum xxxx

I've been looking at different things I can put on your resting place. I've also been collecting photos of you your bothers,friends and family Josh Chris and Liam to make a big family album. Like the one I made for our Kath, my computer skills have took a downward turn I think. I will have to get our Craig to help us a bit. Chatted with Chris the other week he was going to get in touch again......I sent him a message last week and again yesterday. He said he was starting a job and would tell us how he got on. Shanny said I can see boys, I saw Josh and Chris a few weeks before Christmas, I've not seen Liam since August. I don't want to push things, I am hoping shanny will get in touch when its ok for us to see them. Saw young Eva this morning in town she said she would have liked to go to Halifax only it was too cold and had changed her mind. Well love going to get a cupa then it's bed time. Hope weathers ok tomorrow going to take some things for you Michael and your gran. Love always from mum xxxxxxx

Your dad, myself, Mark, Steven, Ann-Marie, Reece & Brooke came to visit you & to have a drink with you on Christmas day. We stood round your resting place while Steven lit a candle for you. Brooke said the solar lights lighting up, We all looked at each other because it was daylight and solar lights only light up when it's dark? We all feel you are around us it's just we are unable to see you. Mark & Steven opened a bottle of bubbly, we said we loved you & drank a toast to you, the wind started blowing but that candle stayed lit right till we were leaving before it went out. Brooke kept looking back and said the solar lights still lit and changing colour. We had also taken a new battery for the star we had put on, it's been light day & night for 3 weeks without the battery needing changing?? I know you know we love you and always will. Love as always Mum xxxx

Shall always remember the good and bad times we spent as brothers

Loved that smile of yours Ken

I miss you so much Ken, The weeks I spent with you at the hospice I found it difficult in lots of ways. When you were up set or in pain, Knowing I couldn't do much about ether only be there with you. I am so pleased you wanted us to be with you all the time, I would have done any thing to help you your step dad felt the same too. It was nice to see he meant such a lot to you and you to him.