Thinking of you and my mum today, remembering how hard it was for us all when she died. You, Steven & Mark found it hard to understand. You missed her for a very long time.

I was hoping I could say Josh had been to see us yesterday. He did send a message saying sorry he'd had to go into college. He's messaged again to ask if he could come this weekend. 

Can not believe your Nan's been gone 39 year today. I know you loved her to bits too so give her a big hug from me.

09/01/2020

I'm a little sad today, I have been trying to get their Christmas presents to them, we arranged with Shanny to take them over, 

Shanny said she would be out & Josh would be in,sent message to say we were on our way, got there couldn't get any one to come to the door, so had to bring them back.

Told Shanny we would take them last week, she said Josh wanted to come over for them on Tuesday, made the tea no one turned up, I messaged Josh, he said he was sorry & was waiting for money going in is bank & would come over Wednesday.

On Wednesday he said he had fallen asleep in the afternoon & had just woken up when I had messaged him, he asked if he could come today.  Of cause I said yes they could come, I did not think they would though and they didn't!! He did message us again to say sorry again & he still could not get any money for bus far.

I have said my door is always open when ever they want to come......I hope they do come over some time. 

I wonder what you would be saying to us all if you could.