Really missed you this Christmas even though I think of you & miss you all the time. It's so hard not to cry. The Christmas card we found the first Christmas you left us we have put it on the wall every christmas.....where did that card come from none of us remember it, the words you wrote saying sorry you couldn't be here with us.We all have looked through cards that we kept & remember all of them from you & everyone....but not this one, none of us recall ever seeing it before, remember all mothersday, birthday even Xmas cards. xxxxx