Lit by Love always mum xxxxxxxx 20th November 2016
Hi Ken I light a candle by your photo every day. Your dad visits you when he's over at football & when we visit cat rescue on a Thursday, we never stop missing you. We went to Tammy's engagement party on Friday you & cousin Tammy were always close like me & Kath her mum, even though you didn't see any of our side of the family much, you did for the first couple of years you & Shanny were together, then you started to see them a little before you got ill. Shanny's been to Great Ormond street hospital with Liam. I offered to go with her twice I wasn't taken up on my offer. They still haven't been over to see us so your dad & I went over to your house when it was Liam's birthday.....I didn't say we were going. You told us we were the same as Shannys family & didn't need to ask if we wanted to see boys & it was best to just go...so we did. I said did Shanny want to come here or us go over again, not had an answer, so we'll pop in again when we are over that way.We saw Chris & Liam, Not seen Josh for well over a year. Shanny said he wont see anyone he just stays in his room. Thats not good for him, the longer they leave him the worse it will be, I don't feel it would be ok to say anything, I know the longer he's left the worse it will be, I will just have to hope it all works out for him. All I have ever wanted is a close family like we always used to have & like we had when boys were small. Will never stop missing you Ken.